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
Meta tkellem dwar il-ferħ veru u perfett, San Franġisk ordna lil sieħbu Fra Leone jikteb hekk:
Jiġi wieħed ħabbâr u jgħid li l-imgħallmin kollha ta’ Pariġi daħlu fl-Ordni. Ikteb, li dan mhux il-ferħ perfett. Ukoll li l-prelati kollha tan-naħa l-oħra tal-muntanji, l-arċisqfijiet u l-isqfijiet; mhux biss, imma saħansitra ir-re ta’ Franza u r-re tal-Ingilterra, daħlu fl-Ordni. Ikteb, li dan mhux il-veru ferħ. Ukoll, li l-aħwa tiegħi marru qalb l-infidili u ikkonvertewhom kollha għall-fidi; u wkoll li jiena tant għandi grazzja mingħand Alla li nfejjaq il-morda u nagħmel ħafna mirakli: ngħidlek li f’dan kollu ma hemmx il-ferħ perfett. Mela, x’inhu l-ferħ perfett? Jiena niġi lura minn Perugia u jkun billejl u nasal hawnhekk. Ikun ix-xitwa, u nkun mimli tajn u, hekk interter bil-bard, li l-ilma jibda jiffriża u jiddendel ma’ truf it-tonka u jibda jħabbatli mal-għekiesi, hekk li jibda ħiereġ id-demm minnhom. U hekk miksi bit-tajn u ntertet bil-ksieħ u bil-bard nasal fil-bieb, u, wara li nkun ili żmien inħabbat u ngħajjat, jiġi wieħed mill-aħwa u jistaqsi: Min int? U jiena nwieġbu: Jiena fra Franġisk. U hu jgħidli: Itlaq ’l hemm; issa mhux ħin li toqgħod tiġġerra barra; hawn ġew ma tidħolx. U jiena nkompli ninsisti u hu jweġibni: Itlaq ’l hemm; inti sempliċi u bla skola; bl-ebda mod ma tidħol magħna hawn ġew; għaliex aħna issa tant aħna fin-numru u kapaċi, li ma għandniex x’nambuk iżjed. U jiena nibqa’ fil-bieb u ngħidlu: Għall-imħabba ta’ Alla, ilqgħuni magħkom almenu dan il-lejl. U dak iweġibni: Ma ndaħħlikx. Mur fil-post tal-Crociferi u itlob li jilqgħuk hemmhekk. Ngħidlek li jekk jiena nilqa’ dan kollu bis-sabar u ma jitlagħlix, ara, dan ikun il-ferħ veru u l-virtù vera u s-salvazzjoni ta’ ruħi.
San fFranġisk ta’ Assisi, De Vera et Perfecta Laetitia, 200.4-15
Bla dubju, dan il-kliem żgur insibuh iebes, jekk mhux ukoll bla sens. Imma għall-fqajjar ta’ Assisi, il-loġika tad-dinja qajla kienet importanti jew ta’ valur. Għalih, il-ferħ veru kien jinsab fit-twaħħid sħiħ tiegħu nnifsu mat-tarbija fqajra ta’ Betlehem u mal-ħaddiem fqajjar ta’ Nazaret. U fil-fond ta’ qalbna nafuha din il-verità, ukoll jekk hi pillola wisq qarsa biex nibilgħuha: jiġifieri li Alla li jista’ kollox, meta ċċekken u sar wieħed bħalna, dan kien il-mod kif għażel li jgħix u jtemm ħajtu fostna. U, iktar minn hekk, din kienet l-unika garanzija li ta lid-dixxipli u jagħti lilna: il-persekuzzjoni, l-irfigħ tas-salib kuljum, imkien fejn imiddu rasna … flimkien ma’ garanzija oħra fundamentali u li tagħmel dan kollu possibbli: “U ara, jiena magħkom dejjem, sal-aħħar taż-żmien” (Mt 28, 20).
